It was hard growing up in the family i had,
A hard working mother and an alcoholic dad.
He'd yell for no reason,
He'd beat up his children.
My mother, she had a lot of hope i know,
she wanted to live to see her children grow.
But then there's that devil whom no one can control,
He'd lose his mind and would be on parol.
My mother, she'd just sit there and cry,
which made me wish that i can just die.
I'd sit up the whole night crying,dreaming of the day i would see a real smile on her face.
All of these memories are stuff i wish i can erase.
My mother, she's the closest to me,
i love her so ******** much, if only you know how important she really is to me.
I'd die for you, kill for her, do anything but i'll never hurt her.
I had big dreams, and on of them was to finish school, go to college, and go on with my career.
I'd imagine of the day i stepped out of a limo with my mother by my side, if only you know..
I wanna give her the life that she never had,
take her out shopping, never ever want to see her sad.
Damn, i hope that this come true,
living a great life instead of a scared life.
there are many reasons as to why i havent commited suicide,
even though there are many times that i've tried.
and one of the main reason is that i didnt want to see my mother appear at my funeral
This is basically the story of my life...but i've matured and so did my 5 siblings...so we have the strength now to protect our mother (:
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