He Was All I Ever Wanted...
All I Could Ever Ask For...
So Perfect In Every Way...
Everything...
And As I Dig Deeper Into My Memories,
My Soul Suffers More,
My Heart Shatters Endlessly,
It Just Gets Harder To Breathe,
In My Mind I Still Can't Believe,
He's Gone...
Forever...
To Somewhere I've Not Been Called To Yet...
The More I Try To Solve The Puzzle,
The More Reasons I Find...
Just To Stay In The Middle Of The Line,
I Can't Tell If It's A Truth Or A Lie...
So Many Reasons To Believe,
So Many Suspicions To Disbelieve...
The Simple Statement In My Heart,
Mind,
And Soul Is...
"I Don't Know What To Think...".
He Had Done In Me What No Other Has,
He Was My Dream Come True,
Even My Fantasy In Reality,
The One Who Stole My Heart.
I Can't Reach Him Anymore,
No Matter How Long I Try To Stretch My Arms Into The Gray Sky,
I Can't Reach...
At Least Not Yet...
Please Forgive Me For Not Having Wings...
For Now I Will Wander On Earth,
Searching For The Signs Of Truth,
Hoping That They Weren't Lies.
Truly I've Never Been So Sad In My Whole Life,
More Broken And Shattered Unwilling To Get Back Up,
Never Been So Scared,
Lost,
Confused...
And Yet I Feel Like I Am To Blame...
If It Wasn't For Me,
You'd Still Be There...
Perhaps Not In My Memories,
But Still Alive...
Im Truly Sorry For Everything...
I Hope You Forgive Me...
And Always Know That When I Said I Love You,
I Always Meant It,
And Always Will...
As I Write This,
The Tears Fall Without End,
I Am Truly Sorry,
For Not Ever Being Able To Say A Proper Goodbye...
Perhaps I Will Fall In The Arms Of Another,
But Truly,
Honestly...
You Will Always And Forever Be,
My First,
My Dream Come True,
The Most I Ever Loved With All Of Me...
You Will Always Live In My Heart,
My Memories,
Within Me...
I Hope,
You Are In A Better Place...
And I Dream Of Seeing You Again,
Not Just In My Dreams,
But In Heaven When My Time Comes...
I Love You Always And Forevermore...
Josh
I Was Truly Yours...
All I Could Ever Ask For...
So Perfect In Every Way...
Everything...
And As I Dig Deeper Into My Memories,
My Soul Suffers More,
My Heart Shatters Endlessly,
It Just Gets Harder To Breathe,
In My Mind I Still Can't Believe,
He's Gone...
Forever...
To Somewhere I've Not Been Called To Yet...
The More I Try To Solve The Puzzle,
The More Reasons I Find...
Just To Stay In The Middle Of The Line,
I Can't Tell If It's A Truth Or A Lie...
So Many Reasons To Believe,
So Many Suspicions To Disbelieve...
The Simple Statement In My Heart,
Mind,
And Soul Is...
"I Don't Know What To Think...".
He Had Done In Me What No Other Has,
He Was My Dream Come True,
Even My Fantasy In Reality,
The One Who Stole My Heart.
I Can't Reach Him Anymore,
No Matter How Long I Try To Stretch My Arms Into The Gray Sky,
I Can't Reach...
At Least Not Yet...
Please Forgive Me For Not Having Wings...
For Now I Will Wander On Earth,
Searching For The Signs Of Truth,
Hoping That They Weren't Lies.
Truly I've Never Been So Sad In My Whole Life,
More Broken And Shattered Unwilling To Get Back Up,
Never Been So Scared,
Lost,
Confused...
And Yet I Feel Like I Am To Blame...
If It Wasn't For Me,
You'd Still Be There...
Perhaps Not In My Memories,
But Still Alive...
Im Truly Sorry For Everything...
I Hope You Forgive Me...
And Always Know That When I Said I Love You,
I Always Meant It,
And Always Will...
As I Write This,
The Tears Fall Without End,
I Am Truly Sorry,
For Not Ever Being Able To Say A Proper Goodbye...
Perhaps I Will Fall In The Arms Of Another,
But Truly,
Honestly...
You Will Always And Forever Be,
My First,
My Dream Come True,
The Most I Ever Loved With All Of Me...
You Will Always Live In My Heart,
My Memories,
Within Me...
I Hope,
You Are In A Better Place...
And I Dream Of Seeing You Again,
Not Just In My Dreams,
But In Heaven When My Time Comes...
I Love You Always And Forevermore...
Josh
I Was Truly Yours...
Fly With The Wings Of A Butterfly,
Fly Away With The Angels Tonight...
Don't Worry About Me,
I'll Surely Meet You In A Further End...
Psalm 23
Fly Away With The Angels Tonight...
Don't Worry About Me,
I'll Surely Meet You In A Further End...
Psalm 23
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