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i feel embarsed saying this but i do cut like some poeple i se do allso so im not alone ( thank u dear god) but this hole Emo this started about in the bingining of july of 2009 - i didnt start cutng till septemper of 2009- i stared because i felt my hole family hates mem wich i feel is still true till this day i have no friendds im a idiot moreon cry babay wihth no friends and iv been beatup about 3 times in the past week i havent told my family yet but i feel scars and bruses are going to give it away sook T~t i have no idea what to do about this _ i told my mom about the cuts and she just laugh at me so i havent shown any on els ( exept my sisyer whos 19 cause shes delt with this ALLL befor ( btw im am 13 ima 8th grader

its covering the pain inside of me ..
i feel the pain more in the outside than the pain inside ..
plus i have no one to talk to with my problems ..
even my parents dont understand me ..



< To whom it may concern, this is me.
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