...staring down the road, wondering if she'll come back.
This time I don't know.
Because after she packed she looked back, and there were no tears in her eyes.
That's got me worried and thinking maybe she's gotten good at 'good bye.'
All the other times before she would break down and cry.
She'd make her threats, but her heart really wasn't set on goodbye.
She just wanted me to hear what she had to say.
she just got all her things and threw them into a pile.
Then she loaded her car and said, "After a while."
She's done this before, but this time she didn't cry.
That's why I'm sitting on the front steps and staring down the road, wondering if she'll come back, but this time I don't know.
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Why she left? I don't really know.
I love her so much i just wish that she'd known
but now instead im here all alone
sitting here waiting for the cab to turn
but in heart I know it won't
What did i do wrong do lose your love
i gave you my all to the nines and above
I just can't belive your gone
That your not coming back
It's like a slap across the face
one day your here the next im lost
in emotion and trials that never will be gone
im gonna be wreck of that im sure
but please dont be sad on my behalf
im sure ill be fine
as long as all your days your having a good time
and i'll be here spending mine
watching at a distance
wishing i was there
to hold your head on my shoulder and stroke my hand through your hair
to be your best friend and your love too
but illl i want is the best for you
so leave if thats waht have landed on
ill be fine, might take some time
bu in the end its all a fad
cause all i have to say is "I love"
always will without fail
through the summer heat and winter hail
I'm here right beside you to listen
to hear and help you all i can
Thats why im sitting here on the step, starring down the road
I turn and stand but its so hard to walk
like the door's a mile away and i just can't move
im suck in this place like a never ending gruve
like a rope or a trap holding me back
I wish it would end
I finally get inside i lay on my own
can't get it off my mind
it's like a scar that will never leave
Days go by im here all alone
and still you haven't come home
I'm scared i can't take it for long
I'm listening but im reminded of you by every song
hours pass i decide its over
yet im still here
waiting on you to come back
thers no time that i wouldn't wait
I wish you only knew
we could have started out new
a fresh start and a new begining
I turn to the door
drop the picture to the floor
the glass shaters like my heart
i realize its over
and i give in
you win
take me as you find me
everything thats happened can only make me stronger
and yet i'm weak
weeks pass and now i think of the past
and how now i fell like such an ***
It's over now and the past is passed
I meet her again she says she's sorry
I say "Save your story"
"I know your sorry but im over it"
"i love you always but now i know we wern't ment to be"
I know your over me
This is good bye
Go be happy with some other guy
I turn and walk away
I'll save my love for some other day
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