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Looks can be decieving, so very decieving.

I am looking at a mirror of myself, yet I cannot reach out and touch it for fear of its image shattering in front of me. I'm so shy, so terribly shy my heart is fragile a gentle thread that can be snapped at any time. I know in my heart, that if I wish to attain this I have to throw caution in the wind and throw myself into the unknown. The worst that can happen is a simple refusal. ...But that would hurt me more than I think it will.


One of the key carriers now knows of my feelings towards someone - I pray he does not embarass me. He just wants me to be happy as well, and I am at the point where it just does not matter.

I think I really like this person, and it scares me.

If there is a god out there, please give me the strength in which to get what I want.