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	My Life, My Thoughts. From good, to bad, I will be posting diaries here. Enjoy.

	I feel so lost..
	I feel so lost..


It's like something just went inside me and messed up my thought pattern... I can't seem to have good dreams, and all I have are nightmares... I am anxious for no reason again, and I feel that if I tell anyone what I feel they wouldn't even care... I want to hurt myself, but I don't want to end back in Belmont Pines Hospital.. Yet, it's hard to not pound my head against the wall. Yeah, I may seem crazy, but it's how I feel. These nightmares scare me, being in the dark at night scares me... I was at my bro's house two days ago when I keep seeing shadows flying around. I couldn't do much so I kind of covered my face with my coat and cried. WHY AM I FEELING SO MUCH PAIN INSIDE!? I want to talk to someone about my feelings, but who?! I feel alone again. I feel like straight out st! ...Right now I wanna cry... I try to speak but no one seems to listen... [b:c1793eb5cc] [i:c1793eb5cc] gaia_nitemareleft When you settle for less, you'll get less than what you settled for. gaia_nitemareright [/i:c1793eb5cc] [/color:c1793eb5cc] [/b:c1793eb5cc] [img:c1793eb5cc]http://i40.photobucket.com/albums/e203/hombre_pecador_0427/d10b842a-ada8-4d9f-944d-f754e682acec_zpsugxokp1o.jpg[/img:c1793eb5cc] [/align:c1793eb5cc][/size:c1793eb5cc] gaia_angelleft Instagram gaia_angelright gaia_nitemareleft Soundcloud gaia_nitemareright [/align:c1793eb5cc] The Geb** · Sun Nov 01, 2009 @ 03:59pm · 2 Comments


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Wed Nov 04, 2009 @ 03:36am

awwwww,
*grabbeh hands*
grimmeh is there for you~
=D
I <3 chuuuu~ ^o^
ney, I went through the same thing, torture is torture, but your just having a bad day! look foward to tommorow nomatter how painfull it may be....
because if its not this tomorrow then it could be the next, and if not the next, The world is mean but someday the sun has to shine. =D
you'll find happyness tomorrow ^-^
Im not sure which tomorrow, But I promise you will =D

The Geb
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Wed Nov 04, 2009 @ 08:51pm

Aww, thanks Grimmeh! <3

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