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November 3rd

Well, I had a great time at the slumber party this weekend. Nothing bad to say there except for a few people that got upset.

No, the real problem is not spreading those F-ing secrets around. Gimpi decided to tell some people about the first sleep over we had with Buddha, Nog, Me, Giraffe, Gimpi and Rabbit. Now, the real problem is, Rabbit told some personal things (Apparently he's to worried about himself right now to realize that ALL of us told personal things, and we should ALL be worried.) and now, he's pissed. Okay, the only reason he knows Gimpi did anything, is because he first found out about Giraffe telling someone. But that was okay, because even I was there when she told the person who asked that, 'We just told secrets,' and dropped the subject and didn't say anything else. No, Gimpi had to go and tell someone else about the whole thing, and part of it to someone else, who Rabbit strongly dislikes.

Now, this is the kicker. When I went to go warn Jordan because I knew she hadn't done anything, Gimpi was there, and she told me to LIE to Rabbit. "We-Well tell him I don't remember what I said tell him-!" "NO MEGAN." Is what I replied. Then she said, "Well, tell him I didn't know it was private-!!!!" "NO GIMPI. THAT IS BULLSH*T. You knew it was private, don't you even start! And you do remember otherwise you wouldn't be so freaked out over all this! YOU DUG YOUR OWN GRAVE, AND NOW YOU CAN LIE IN IT!"
Yeah that's how that general conversation went. Now, it wouldn't have bothered me so much, (Seeing as how I expected something like this to happen and kept the major personal things to myself and spouted off a bunch of nothings,) But she told me to LIE directly to his face! NO. NO. NO. SHE BROKE THE PROMISE THAT WHAT HAPPENS AT THE SLEEPOVERS, STAYS AT THE SLEEP OVER. And Rabbit even got mad at his best friend Nog, accusing him of hiding something. Nog went all red in the face and said, "No-No I'm not." And walked off to sit by himself. And apparently, Rabbit hit Garret with his back pack, which was uncalled for seeing as he was only trying to help. Didn't even say sorry. I think Rabbit's reacting to the people around him a little to violently. And he said Kristal was violent, and doesn't like her. When she's angry, she doesn't accuse her friends unless she had a reason, and she sure as hell doesn't hit people who try to help. I don't like how he seemed to pass judgment on her, but doesn't even look at himself when he does. That, does not seem like a just accusation.
But that's not the point of this. The actual thing I'm scared of happening, is Rabbit not wanting to talk to us anymore because of Gimpi's stupid mistake. Rabbit's probably one of the coolest people I know. He's funny, without being perverted. (Insert stunned silence)
Personally, I think Gimpi gets whatever she deserves after telling me to lie like a rug. She should have been yelled at yesterday, but guess what? She freakin' took of another back way after school to escape uninjured. I gave her a note before all of this happened about something important saying, "You can't keep running away. You hurt people without even knowing it when you do, and it will only be worse for you in the end."
I don't want to lose Rabbit as a friend. That would literally kill me. But there's nothing I can do, because if I meddle and try to help it will make things worse. All I can do is sit and watch the web that we've carefully constructed shake at the foundations and unravel before my eyes. And thinking that, makes me feel sick to the point of throwing up, to be frank.

~Moon