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This is me

This is me waking up every morning and praying that today will be different
This is me knowing it wont be

This is me walking through the halls of my school
This is me passing by my old best friend and not saying hello
not waving
not smiling
This is me not caring

This is me surrounded by friends who don't know me

This is me hating myself
This is me hating everyone else
This is me lying

This is me pretending to not care
to hate
This is me failing


This is my life
This is me not liking it