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Love is a powerful word when used the correct way, but also it's over used so some people just say it when they don't mean it just to make the other person feel better.
The heart though if you look at it physically it's just an organ made out of tissues that are made out of cells, it pumps blood, and you need it to survive, it's always with you, but emotionally it's where you love, you can give it to someone, you can lose it, it can be broken, it can be hurt and you feel the pain no matter how much you try to ignore it. It's not fun to feel these pains and they make you feel your something worthless when your not. The best thing to do when you have this is to just find something or someone to heal the pain, and well right now I have someone, but not as a lover.. used to be lovers, but she still is healing my wounds in my chest even though sometimes she just pours alcohol into my wounds and make it feel worse, but I also have something to help me, but I can't tell anyone, she knows because I've showed it to her, something the shape of a heart and is hard to break, but she also has this same hobby, but this is getting off subject. I've grown to learn from her that I need to just learn to let go, even though I haven't let go completely, just enough to be there for her as a friend, sure I still try every now and then, but not constantly. So take this life lesson, don't give up till either A) they tell you to get the ******** away and mean it, or B) they find someone and their relationship last longer than the one you had with her, cause that just means it's over, unless she comes back to you asking for you.