Bleh. I haven't been on at all...always on Maple Story....well, not always. Friday night I was on there until 3am. I wasn't even training, I was talking to this guy Brian I met. (not in person) I met two guys at a YuGiOh yournament that play MS also, so hopefully I'll talk to them too. 3nodding
Last night, my friend Rob's family came over for "cake and coffee." (I hate that. It sounds so...proper *hiss*) Rob didn't get to come though...he had work. So, it was just his mom, his dad, and his two brothers, Michael and Steven. It was a lot of fun though. Michael was very amused with...a lint roller. sweatdrop We were in the kitchen with his mom and my mom. It was Steven, Michael and I. We were just eating cheesecake, and we were all jsut playing with the dogs. (and they all shed) So my mom had a fit, "YAW AWL COVEYED IN HAIYA!" (translation: you're all covered in hair!" wink Out come the lint roller form the drawer in the kitchen. Once we were de-linted, Michael decides to try and stick the lint roller on the side of the island in the kitchen. I was walking in from the bathroom and I see the lint roller stuck to the side of the island and I bursted out laughing. Then he took it and was trying to get it stuck under the island where no one could see it. My mom started looking for it, and we couldn't stop laughing! He finallypulled it out from under the counter. It may not seem funny, but it's just once of those thing "you should have been there for." Later, we just watched Steven play Resident Evil 4 and play music.
That morning I went to a YuGiOh tournament. I didn't even make the Top 4. I need more practice and need to edit my deck. Charey and I are going to try and get Ben (the guy who works the store and sanctions the tournaments) to have tag team dueling tournaments, so it's Two-on-two. Charley and I were thinking about becoming a tag team since when it comes to our decks, we work well together. I like to take control of the field, and he stalls. We both run really good stall decks. I was going to try and see how a Charmers deck runs. The art on those cards are really good. 4laugh And cute.
After yournament....I came home...my mom was going nuts...my dad wasn't in the best of moods...We all got into an argument, so I just went outside. I wouldn't go back into the house. Mom said a few days ago, "Things are going to start to get better Sami." Bullshit. I knew this was all too good to be true. We had another argument last Thursday. I had one of my mental breakdowns from putting up with so much stress between school, friends, family, homework....stuff. I couldn't take it anymore. I have these urges to hurt myself a lot, and I'm such a wimp...I'm too scared to actually just get it all over with. I ask my friend Danee for a counselor she went to and I was thinking about going. I make too much out of everything. mad And I need someone to talk to. I didn't like my last theapist because she always chose sides. Never was my side, always my parents. I didn't like that too much. So, *kick* out the door she went. She always scheduled appointments and didn't tell me about them...so...she was very money-hungry. Mom was thinkgin about sending me to Woodridge (the insane people place! Wheee!) for awhile to "cool my jets" and get things sorted out with a threapist there. I've heard form some that it's scary, and have been told it's not as bad as what people think it is and that it really does help.
I might just go....Do you think I should? (I need some friend's opinions)
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