"So Close"
I'm so close
Close to taking that step
No body knows it but me
They can't see the anger in my face
Or the pain in my eyes
All i want to do is cry
And curl up in a ball and die.
I know i seem dead set in my ways
But can't you see how much im giving up
Just to be with you?
No matter what i do for you
It all seems like your untrue.
I want to trust you
But how can i?
When your self absorbed
And wont do things because you want to?
All i ever do
Is give and give
And forgive.
You pin my heart down
And render my soul from the fire
But as you walk away
My knees get weak
And i fall to the ground.
I wept and wept when you said
You just wanted to be friends
He wasn't some one new
But some one i knew
We seem so perfect together
And he makes me happy
But my heart still says no
We fought and fought
And i couldn't save us.
I'm so close
Close to taking that final step
To end it all.
Maybe then,
You'll see the the anger in my face
And the pain behind my eyes
But nobody knows it but me.
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