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you can cry until there is nothing in you. you can scream and curse to where your throat ruptures. you can pray,all you want, to whatever to god and think he will listen.
and still it makes no difference. it goes on with no sign to when it might release you.
an you know that if it ever did relent it would not be because it cared.
there are no gods to belive in when you are the only one left. there is no joy or plesure being in heven or hell. you think that an angel is watching you so it can relinquish your soul. there is no one to watch you or help you while your down just that dark dream that lingers in the mind.
the dream of not being here.