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Hum'..I've been very bland lately...life's really different now that I'm not in school no more, and I don't really know what I wanna do with my life. I have a shitty job, a sweet boyfriend, even though he hasn't been as romantic lately as he use to be. But we do act like a old married couple XP I guess life is going fine, I dunno it just being out of school making me loose myself, cause now I don't know what to do, I use to relay on being in chorus for giving me a purpose and self accomplishment, but now being out of it and not doing anything...I dunno I just feel like I'm paused in time trying to figure out what I wanna do. Should I go to school? Should I not?If I do what do I wanna go for? I really love chorus it was my passion, but my mom said it'd be worthless and waste of money, which is true, cause I don't honestly believe I can make it in the business of music not unless I took the offer my gospel friend gave me, but then I'd be weird feeling because I am funny bout the whole church thing. I just honestly don't know what to choose. You know, life passes by so fast...and honestly when I was little I had so many aspirations...what happened....I wish I knew.
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