This may be considered a good thing to many people, but I think I should stop posting in this "journal" and move whatever I have to say to a private blog, or just stop writing altogether.
The whole idea of writing about my life is redundant. Its just "post this" and "post that" with the occasional person giving me a random comment that has nothing to do with what I said. I feel as if no one really reads, but just clicks on the link then hits the back button. I've asked for people's opinions in the past, and I got nothing. Not even a comment that had nothing to do with what I was asking. Its kinda sad that it happens like that.
Maybe its just the mood that I am in, but honestly a lot of the things that I normally do no longer seem interesting. I've even taken up watching TV again over spending time on the computer.
Now for the emo-climax.
I feel like no one even cares anymore. You all are distant, as I am too. I'll be out of sight, out of mind soon enough. I've already left the lotto, so you'll find me in random threads.
And eventually I'll be gone for good.
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I'd apologize for not reading your journal very often, but it would not truly be a sincere apology. I would certainly like to be in communication with you more, but I almost feel as if I would rather you opt to tell me things directly, or even ask me to read a specific entry in your journal, rather than resorting to reading your journal in order to know how you are doing.
And I agree. I've gotten no comments other than my own in the past couple days. And then I posted a picture I found of an iMac anime girl, and I suddenly get two comments on the picture. One was posted after I'd made another entry, which also has no comments on it.
I haven't decided whether the lack of comments can really be construed as a bad thing, though. Sometimes I think I'd rather not know whether certain people have read my journal. I sometimes write things I want people to know about me, but that I don't want them to know about me either. It's an anxiety issue.