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Ive had my heart ripped out, stomped on, and thrown away. Ive been ******** over one to many times. People don't realize how good of a person I am, and they just take advantage of me. I fall really fast, and then I get my heart broken, I always do. My heart has been shattered so many times, that I don't think it will ever be completely whole again. I hate being led on, its probably the worst feeling in the whole entire world, and I would never lead you on. You can't just kiss someone and tell them you want them, and then leave them for someone else. It's wrong. I've had it happen to me, and it really sucks. People tell me all the time that Im a great person, and I deserve better then how I have been treated. I've always been treated like s**t. I actually want a real relationship. One that will last forever, one that I could completely trust the person, one that is perfect. I want someone who is true, a guy who knows what they want. Not someone who tells all these girls the same thing over and over. And you know what I really hate, Im afraid to fall, because I know that I will end up hurt. I know somehow I will get hurt, I always do. Someone prove to me there really is someone out there who cares, someone faithful, someone who can love me for me. </3 ?