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Well, Life isn't as great as I thought it was. I thought I was in-love for the longest time, then my father violently ripped it away. Today I said secretly, move on to him. It hurt me alot. Yesterday night my father went to jail, I sent him there. He was being violent to my mother and I. I escaped and ran to my grandmother, got her cell and called the police. He's gone now. A feeling of like a war JUST ended and bodies lay beheaded all around me. It's horrible here. I truly don't know what to feel, think, or do anymore. I was getting A's and at the least C's. Now my grades are D's F's and maybe one C. Vultures have been picking at my heart and ate most of it away by now. One thing I do find happiness in is my art and FMA. I can escape into another reality. Also actually, my story writing. My stories have all become terrible unhappy love stories, lovers dying, having to go away, and many other horrible things. I'm not the same anymore. One thing is, I will continue to be kind to others and try to make others happier than I. I doubt I can ever love someone how I did before, so kind and warm hearted. I'm cold and sick and want to curl up and perish. That'll be all for now, I got my feelings out. My pain is slightly tended to. Good-bye.