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Hi everyone.

well im not really well, my memories are hard to keep right now. I havent been to work since last year....v_v Ironic eh?

ive been sick, blacking out.
Im facing disiplinary back at work for reporting something a month later (Me falling from a picket ((modified deer stand)) and injuring myself)

so yeah...I got a heart monitor on atm...cant take it off till tommorow at...1ish?

OH! Worst news
i got summoned to be a juror...
now this heart monitor might stop me from being a juror...doubt it though...but yeah...FEDERAL COURT! Ugh. I can hear Kalena grumbling about it just like I am. (sighs)

its hard enough to keep going some times but when you have to be a juror when your actually not well enough to be one...this really sucks.

amen Kalena. Amen.

(sigh) so yeah. thats whats going on...I gota keep record of any diziness or pains...etc tonight...but I cant sleep on my stomach, bathe...v_v

GOD! I had a dream like this...exactly like this
i had a heart (or a brain monitor) on me and i was called to be a juror.
thats as far as the dream went so we'll see how things go......


(sigh) so right now, im seeing many doctors, having many tests done

im seeing at least 3 doctors

Heart Doctor
Brain Doctor
Normal doctor

I might go see my breathing doctor soon too. v_v
(sighs) so yeah, im in hell.....a lot of $30 copays and whatever my insurance doesnt cover.