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As i was getting ready I actually decided to pray for a change... I prayed for all my friends to have a good day and just make this a good day... well God has a weird way of telling us things...

$4,000 dollars wasted on a totaled car... Yes my oldest sister got into a crash. NO ONE WAS HURT! But somehow I wish someone was... (sick i know right?) Well we need a car, we were going to fix our backyard, new floors to replace damaged ones, 3 (very expensive apparently) gifts my dad was going to buy, and because she is a young driver; the car insurence is a TON of money... so that has doubled and so has the auto repair and she got a ticket for a crap load of money and the worst part was it was her mistake.

And when my dad and I try to tell her that she messed up she starts crying and my mom yells at me for yelling at her for telling her the truth! I'm the one blamed for making her feel bad, im the one who makes everything worse. Too bad they dont realize im not the spoiled brat in my family (cause seriously...my sisters have everything they want and i only have 1 pair of goddamn jeans... and they are too big so its like wtf?) but I was suppost to get a gift from my dad because i EARNED it! Now because of melissa i dont get s**t and all i do is get yelled at for making HER cry! shes ******** 20 grow up i had to when i was 7.