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I'm so angry right now.... nothing seems to help...
I seem to be getting angry so easily lately..... I feel like i'm drowning in it....
I want to scream, hit some inanimate object, and be done with it...
But I can't...
I'm not allowed to scream, or hit pillows or anything like that....
How the hell am I supposed to get over being angry when I can't do anything about it?
It makes me lash out... doesn't even matter who it is, either...
And that makes me sad... really really sad.....
I feel so goddamned helpless!!!! I.... I can't stand myself anymore...