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Hung over on kiddy wine and Iced Tea, I'm a retard and forgot about Linz's birthday today till she called me and drug me out of bed for Sushi.
It was like,"FUUCCCCKKK!" *Face palm*
I so wanted to sleep in too. Also I had a hell of a time getting out of there XDDD I feel bad but I've been having problems maintaining focus with some friends because of other friends and It's like,"Errr....Seriously?"
It was a good night though and I passed out sometime between Harry Potter Clue and Boondock Saint's. Though I don't think I snored like Panda. Sushi and Good friends and food and my Tupper ware is on Linz Counter. ******** Again.
*Sighs*
If only I would have left before the movie Q^Q
I'm such a cling weasel >.>'' I think Linz and Kayla knew I wanted to go though. I was tired and just kept talking about Bianca. She was on my mind all night, I actually asked if I could get on for once to see her for a moment. I feel bad because the schedule plan that was pure Genius *<-Sarcasm* fell through.
It's hard to organize more and more because I want to spend all my time with Bianca and nuzzle her to pieces.
FUUUCK
I messed up my arm bad. Why does Dale weight so much? Granted I did try and Tackle the poor guy...And He landed on my arm and now It hurts pretty bad.Epiclly bruised probably....Hopefully.
Half wanna go to Ihop tomorrow but don't. Like staying in with my babe.
I feel like a jerk because she's so good to me and I'm such an idiot. I really need to stop using pet names for everyone. Never noticed I did really till now O.o''
Caught myself saying it to Cyanide and she looked at me funny as I stopped in mid-sentence.
*Sighs*
I just have to watch myself, I can't be all affectionate to all any more <3 Not that I want to be. I just have to not be as openly nice perhaps? Who knows. *Sighs deeply*
My arm sure hurts.
Making Lists of petnames I use and ones I use to Bianca and a list of all the ones I can think of so I can find some for Bianca and Bianca alone <3 I wanna make her feel special. Show her how much I care without looking like a d**k, which I feel like a lot lately. She means so much, I just gotta do something nice for her! I'm sending the package tomorrow if I can get to the post office before It closes and I'm epic excited for her to get it! I'm actually still worried something will make her be like EEEWWEEE an dbreak up with me O.O'' Like maybe the box will smell like me and...OH s**t, What if it smells like Ferret? It was by the cage for a few days while I cleaned up....OH GOD NOOES *Dies*
I knoew I shoud have Misted that thing with something nice smelling....drat.