Dear Diary,
I'm crushing on this one boy I know. We havn't known eachother for a longtime but we've instantly became friends. I know it's a poblem of mine to develop crushes so easily, but it can't be helped. Most guys I know are so superficial and conceited. I guess it's different this time because the guy that I like is a guy I met over Gaia. Weird right? I know computer bfs/gfs don't really last very long and also it's not very satisfying but I feel anxious when I think of letting it go or brushing it off. Since we're freinds I will be reminded of the chance I didn't take and if I do get the nerve to ask him out what if it's too early? What will we do if we slip out of contact like if I get grounded(wich happens alot)? IDK, I guess I'll just wait and see how things turn out. I doubt he has feeling this early.
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