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all the time i feel this pain in my heart-it won't go away. i keep trying to make it better or find someone/something to help. the people i love don't seem to have time for me lately...tbh i miss them. and i miss the things said sometimes that made me happy. they used to always be there for me when i was feeling so low, but now it's like they just disappear. like poof. it feels like i don't matter anymore, not to anyone. i've been thinking maybe i'm not meant to be here, maybe that's why i don't feel right. i should just do what they do and disappear. no one would miss me. it feels like if anyone cared they would at least try to make more time for me or something. just something to show they care, cuz i still love these few friends a lot. i always will.
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