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Lately ive been under a LOT of stress........see monday 15 of march 2010..my great-grandfather passed away....i wasn't notified till this sunday the 21 of march.....and the funeral was the 22.........yeah i cried i could not help not too.....but...i also noticed the more people hugged me and said it's going to be alright..the more i cried..and sick of people saying "im sorry about your grandfather....but now...on my moms side of the family i am the only blood male down the tree....(well at least of my great-grandfathers offspring i am)..and at the funeral they just kept saying my name......like "Kaleb your grandfather had 59 years of marriage and someday you will also come and fulfill this legacy".....yeah i want to get married for a LONG time for the rest of my life after i do...and i already know the girl i want to marry....but thats just the start of my stress......if i tell you more i'd probably go to jail(or would i?)