My life sucks!
The people I thought were my friends, really hated me, and didnt even have the guts to tell me. So they now ignore me and pretend that everything is fine, but go quiet whenever I walk into a room.
Its hard because I'm at school all the time when it happens. And there is no where to go, to be by myself and deal with it, whats worse is its an all girls school, so everyone bitches behind my back, its a small trivial problem, but it feels like hell.
I miss my family like crazy, especially my nan, my sisters and my mummy! I live 1700 Kilometers away from them! sad I feel like I am missing everything important.
At home, I am Chef, I am maid, I am Laundry Girl, Toilet Scrubber, Dish pig, trying to do assignments. It never ends, i clean one spot and it gets dirty later, i love my room-mates, but sometimes, i get annoyed that they don't help me at all.
I feel like my world is in a small backpack, crammed with bricks weighing me down, and i want to scream, but its so heavy i cant breathe.
I just want peace, happiness, and to relax with people who appreciate me!
I want to feel loved.
Love me!
The people I thought were my friends, really hated me, and didnt even have the guts to tell me. So they now ignore me and pretend that everything is fine, but go quiet whenever I walk into a room.
Its hard because I'm at school all the time when it happens. And there is no where to go, to be by myself and deal with it, whats worse is its an all girls school, so everyone bitches behind my back, its a small trivial problem, but it feels like hell.
I miss my family like crazy, especially my nan, my sisters and my mummy! I live 1700 Kilometers away from them! sad I feel like I am missing everything important.
At home, I am Chef, I am maid, I am Laundry Girl, Toilet Scrubber, Dish pig, trying to do assignments. It never ends, i clean one spot and it gets dirty later, i love my room-mates, but sometimes, i get annoyed that they don't help me at all.
I feel like my world is in a small backpack, crammed with bricks weighing me down, and i want to scream, but its so heavy i cant breathe.
I just want peace, happiness, and to relax with people who appreciate me!
I want to feel loved.
Love me!
