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eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh i missed him online again!!
and i jus felt so crushed i had to write tht on sumthing =/
hmm thts basically the point of wut i wanted to say
i hardly even feel like writing cuz im so cruuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuushed! crying its like i wait for him all day long ad oh there he is and its like WABABABABABABAM!!! and then hes off and its like WABABACRUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUSSSH!!!!!!!
and then the tears come and a loud NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO echoes the house sad
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhhhh
u kno sumtimes i get so bored i pretend im alreddy famous and im talking on the oprah show XD
i talk to myself pretending im talking to her is tht wierd? XD
idk i do weird things wen im bored
i go on his profile cuz tht makes me feel closer to him even wen hes not on =/
AND HE ADDED ME IN HIS "ABOUT ME" SECTION SO NOW I FEEEL SUPER SUPER SUUUPER SPECIAL =p
and at the same time crappy cuz sumtimes i dnt feel like i do enough special things for him
like i wanna write an aweome poem about him too but my writing suxxxxxxxxxxx .... AND THESE STUPID SPECIAL COLORS ARENT WORKING!! GOSH DARNET WHY ARENT THEY WORKING!!
bloody hell..
tomorrow im performing in front of the cafeteria...kinda nervous >=/
after this im sooo retiring at skool >< im tired of pple asking to dance for them AND EDWARD CULLEN GOES TO MY SKOOL
its freking amazing
if i continue like this this journal will never end =/

ME AND GREENYBABY 4EVA!!! heart heart heart