Today is May 12th and it is about 9:15. I am in love with my boyfriend Juan. He has a Gaia account his name is sinister johnny boy. We have been together for 2 1/2 years exactly today. smile im so happy. I love him so much! We fell in love 1 month after we started dating. My mom was always telling me "Your too young you don't know what love is." see i was 16 when i fell in love with him and him with me. I hated my mom telling me that. Who was she to tell me how i felt? Sure shes my mom but that doesn't mean that she knows how i feel. No one can know how you feel. Only you do. Except Juan can tell how im feeling. Hes not always 100% right but he is most the time which sucks because Ive always been pretty good at hiding my feelings. Oh well im 18 now and I moved in with Juan not even a week after my birthday. We talk about getting married but we aren't "officially" engaged yet. sad He says its because when guy proposes a girl is supposed to have a ring to show off. But Ive told him i don't need a ring. I'm sure anyone reading this doesn't believe me but im not lying. All I need and want is him. I love him with all of my heart. I just wish the "officially" was gone and it was just engaged than married. I love you Juan. I'm ready to spend the rest of my natural and non-natural life with you. heart heart heart heart
sinister Kayla Community Member 
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