Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

I guess i should start off by saying that I passed a cross roads in life.... and i feel that my choice at this fork in the road was the right one.... but im understanding more about ppl... which is weird for me.. you see all my life i found that i am the only one willing to give anything.. trully give anything to make someone happy... i mean ppl say they will... but when it comes down to the nitty gritty stuff they always make sure that they still get some self centered desire.. it may not be much but its still self serving...
Im also the only person i have met that has never been unfaithful to anyone.. not friends loved ones or family... my loyalty is always strong.. too strong even... but most ppl i have seen have at least made mistakes with friends or relationships and betrayed ppl for whatever reason...
I guess what im saying... is not that im perfect.. but im different then most... i strive not to be self serving... but at the same time i tend to ppl please... and thats not good either... i give my feelings up for the ones i care about... when i know the same cant always be said about them...
but my main point about all this... is love.... love is what drives me to be this way... the want.. the need to feel and give love to someone.... and i realized that real love... is stronger than the bullshit fairytale kind with no problems... but real love goes through real problems and conquers it... no matter what the problem may be.... money.. bitterness.. arguing.. dishonesty... even betrayal... real love works through those problems.. and stays strong.. real love lets go of the worst s**t.. for the sake of return love.. for the sake of 2 ppls happiness... and anyone.. that feels that they are in love.. but are not willing to forgive certain things... you are not experiencing real love.. it may be like love.. but i dont think that it is real love.... but anyways.. this is just my feelings about things... my opinion.. you dont have to live by it.. just think about it