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Dream ~ The Night of June 2nd


My mom owned a big farm/property with horses, nice cars, 4-wheelers, and other things like that.
We seemed to have just moved in.
I was in the garden with her as she watered the plants, begging her to let me go to the stables and take out a horse to ride around the property.
She finally let me go and I went upstairs from the garden and into the house.

Then the dream switched, and Nathalie was teaching me to drive a stick shift car.
It was one of the old models like the ones from Cuba!
She had a bunch of long necklaces on with keys to cars on the ends of them.
She showed me the key to the car we were going to use.
It was a teal button {literally, a button}.
She was telling me, "oh yeah, it works! You just put it in the slot like a coin."

Then it switched again and I was in my room at my mom's house with Breanna and the J's.
I was completely pissed at her and I remember I threw a brush at her face with all my force, but missed.
The J's were standing there next to us, their expressions showed they were completely shocked.

The last part, my dad, his {new} girlfriend, and I had droid phones.
The girlfriend was really mean to me and was trying to piss me off to show the Hispanic Heritage Essay Contest Inc. people how rude/mean/violent I could really be so they'd take away my medal!
I picked up my dad's droid from on top of the washer and started looking through his menu.

It looked like a digital plate with little people on it that were tagged with "messaging", "contacts", etc.
I don't remember what I was trying to find.
I looked all around the house trying to find him and I started crying.
The last thing I said was when I was calling out to him, "Daddyyyy!!!"
I finally found him in the hallway in the last few seconds of the dream.
I knew he was smiling at me but his face was a blur.

The dream ended and I woke up {literally} crying.






 
 
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