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	It's Me!! This is just a random space for all my randomness!


Very frustrated right now. I've always been a big girl. And when I say always I mean always. My nick name as a baby was Goonga (probably spelled it wrong). For a while there I lost a butt load of weight I was down to 128 lbs. and I couldn't go any lower. Problem was I became obsessed and started to do bad things to my body to keep the weight off. It came down to me getting sick and passing out at home alone. It scared the crap out of me because I had promised myself I would not become that person and there I was! After that I just gave it all up so of course the pounds started packing back on. Now I'm worse off then I was and I have decided to start all over again but the right time this way. I told my sister about my issues and she's going to help me to start losing the weight again. I have a long way to go but when I'm determined I get things done. What's getting on my nerves is my mom. She's constantly calling me fat. No she doesn't out right say it but it's there in the things she says. Example: She came home from work tonight, came into my room and asked me if I wanted her salad because she didn't want it to go bad. And her exact words were, "I thought you would want it because I know you're always hungry." WTF?! I could play it off like a joke because my dad, brother, sister, and me always mess around like that, but she was way too serious. And its not the first time she's done something like that. On Friday my dad came home with pizza and I said (jokingly) "Did you bring me something good?" And she tells me Marie you need to stop. You eat too much. He got home at 6pm I last had lunch ( I had a sandwich) around 1pm. And a bit before he came home I had split a muffin with her (my mom). Where in this time span was I eating enormous amounts of food like I was Jubba the Hut? And what's her nick name for me? Hippo. She calls me a freaking hippo. I mean really this is not in my head, is it? stressed Anyway I start the weight loss tomorrow. Wish me luck... Sahu · Mon Jun 14, 2010 @ 06:10am · 0 Comments


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