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One year later after last post, maybe almost 3 years since this profile was started..
I am now a 18 year old, working, out of school.
So much has happened, good and bad.
There's too much, so much to not even bother with.
However, there was graduation.
The ceremony itself sucked, sitting on your a**, waiting for the people to finish their dumb speeches, which you wonder 10 years later, why bother with it at first?

Then there's the spectacular event that revolved around my senior year and fell into my life forever now...
Aaron, a friend of mine, died last year in a car accident with his younger brother Nick.
Aaron's best friend was my friend, Jeremy.
I was afraid to leave Jeremy alone, afraid he would hurt himself or someone else.
This ultimately led into a relationship that we couldn't let go of.
He broke up with his girlfriend, straightened things out, and asked me out a week and some days later.
Today we are still together.
He is in the Navy, where I should have been. I have forgotten that dream, more like replaced it with art.
So now I am straightened out, working at a job that kills me everyday... but i LOVE it!! (dont ask why lol)

If you want to talk or anything, let me know. I'm open smile