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Now I see some people are reading this story, hope you like it and comment about it, so I know if something you would like to be better or something, and this story it's still without name, so if you have suggestions are pretty welcome, so on with the story!

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Now I'm at school, and tomorrow it's going to be vacations, so a lot of people are exited about it, telling each other what will they do or if they are going to stay in the city
I just look outside of the window, not caring what people says, I'm at class of Chemistry and I'm just waiting for the bell for lunch to ring and hide from everyone else
That's when Roy appears again, without the teacher noticing him, and he sits around with his friends, also talking about vacations
"Oh man, I can't believe you are gonna have to stay in the city, everyone else is going to the beach
"I know, my parents want me to spend time with my ol' little sister, and I have not too much options"
I could here from my place what Roy and his friends were saying, and I just keep looking to the window, two more minutes for the bell to ring
"But you know guys, maybe I got a chance with Line...."
Ok, that was something that only Roy would say, no one else was really nuts to say that, more if I was in the room
"Man, are you crazy!?, you´re more blind than my grandma, she is the creepiest and less attractive girl in the whole school"
"Yeah Roy, don't you see her and check her out, she is more plain that a wall, her hair is more black that petroleum and it's very poor cut, I bet she cuts her own hair"
"Yeah, and see her clothes, she looks like a horror movie monster, she always come with that strange looking shirt and does shoes, they seem she bought them in a horror movie shop!"
"Yeah, and I heard that she also..."
The thing that the friend of Roy was going to say was cut because I supposed that he doesn't want to say it out load, but without them noticing I'm paying attention to that chat, and I can see how he makes a signal like he is cutting himself his wrist, clearly making that I cut my veins trying to kill myself
And that's when I get pretty angry
I left my place and get near with the boys, and they only see me with fear on their eyes
"I don't really care about what you say to me, but I will not pass that you say I cut my veins"-I say that, with a really mean and angry look-"So if someone says that again, I'm really going to make that person "cut their veins"
That's it, the bell rings and I go away, those boys and Roy stills shocked about what I have tell them
I hope that's the stop for Roy to not get interested in me anymore
I start walking to the trees that are outside the school to pass lunch alone, but I can hear someone is calling me from the crowed corridor, until I feel a hand touching my shoulder
"Hey Line, what's wrong?"
It's Roy again, with a concerned face, and he tries to make me look at him
"It's nothing I should tell you, so please, let me go"
I try to say it very calm, but he doesn't let go my shoulder
"No way, I'm sorry what my guys say about you in the class, but please, if you have a problem..."
Slap!
It's the only sound that makes the crowed corridor to stop and to keep quiet, as a ghost have just passed there
I was very angry, and I had just slapped Roy's cheek, which is still red because of me
"I don't know what you want with me, or why you even talk to me"-I say, in a very low voice, that makes everyone shiver-"And I don't really care what you try to catch my attention, but this is my warning, never, EVER, talk to me again, I'm not your friend, and I'm certainly not interested on you, so if you want to make yourself a favor, leave me alone"
That's it, and I just start walking to the trees, while everyone else is shocked, and some girls are near Roy saying "Are you alright?", or "That should have hurted a lot!, that sick girl...."
I don't care
I don't really care....
I sit in a place that no one will see me, and lay myself on the ground
I put my I pod on and start to listen to music, this time is not so loud
Just because it was really a stupid idea, I pull out the gloves I always bring that covers me a from the wrist to a little part of the arm and see does large marks around one of my wrist
It hurts.....
".......I don't really know why I accepted your request, but this is what I really think of you....you're the most horrible person I have ever met, and I really hate you, you should be better dead......"
Why I start to remember that day again?
Why I start to feel like I'm dying inside, but I can't really die?
Why......?
Now my body goes numb, I may be fainting, I haven't eat a week straight
I may be dying now....
It will be better....no one have see me entering here....so when start noticing I'm missing or something I will be already death.....
My visions starts to get black....finally, my way to freedom is here
And with that, I go to sleep forever....

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