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All i can ever do is say "I'm sorry" I can NEVER do anything for my self. i can only trust a couple people. I only hurt people.

Why do you guys deal with me?! I dont know how many times i've hurt my loved ones and then said sorry in one day..

:/ and what sucks of all is that i think im IN love with him and he probably doesnt even feel the same about me... I'm just there.. I understand why i cant even kiss him while im DYING too, but it just.. hurts..

Wanting to be with someone SO bad... but that someone is your best friend.