For all those who have commented in this journal I commend you. I am now finally to add to this journal ( Honestly I totally forgot that I had one) and it only took me 2 years. Thank you for your patience. sweatdrop
A few days ago a good friend of mine died. I wish that I could say that I am distraught and devastated, pulling at my hair and sobbing uncontrollably as I slowly type these few words. But I have promised you honesty and so that is what I will deliver.
The truth is that I feel nothing but numb. Although I did love her very much when I look at the place that she used to live there is simply an emptiness that I feel like the feeling of a deserted tunnel at night. I feel like trying to forget about her, to forget how much I took her for granted but I know that that is wrong. I have to honor her by remembering all the things I loved about her.
She was adorable. Every time I saw her he face lit up at her cuteness. She was always kind and playful I used to love to watch her swim, she was a great swimmer. I could never understand why someone so young and so innocent had to die.
I think what I will miss most of all is her tail. The way it glinted in the sunlight and pushed her as she gently moved through the water. She was gentlest of all my fish but I never payed her that much attention.
As I layed her down in the garden with a couple of large katalpa leaves as her blanket I remember how peaceful she looked. I hope you are swimming free in the spirit world!!
----- Aangela
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