ok yesterday i was officially in a relationship. But i cant help but feel i made the wrong choice i mean i barely know him. So i am sooooooo confused on what to do. i cant help but singing sad songs lately i don't know whats wrong with me... iv just been so depressed and i am not even sure whats up. i just wish i could be happy. I cant help but feeling i messed up somewhere in my life i just don't know exact ally where. my family feels so apart what with my parents all ways working and my brother always with friends and my friends who live with us away at camp. Things were so much better when i was little where we didn't worry about money and things like that and there was all-ways time for seeing my parents. I mean i love my brother so much but lately he hasn't been wanting to be around me... i just wish my family could just spend a day alone together. i also have been thinking about my ex lately in real life it was hard seeing all the things his friends had posted about me. it makes me so sad to what happened to him and his brother recent-ally. i just wish the pain in my heart would go away for good and i could actually be happy... </3
Aukiyo · Thu Aug 05, 2010 @ 02:37am · 0 Comments |