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I've having a bit of a hard time writing right now, at this moment, because I just have too many things in my mind. To help ease the pain, I'm just going to rant it all out here. Keep in mind these are rather rough ideas that are just floating around in my mind, or in some cases screaming at me right now...

So for the dark fairytales remake, Actaeon Cross has requested to keep in contact about it. That equals two people who would like to see it come back and I'm sure that Raine would also like it to come back. D> As much as I love that people want it to come back and I know that I too, would enjoy giving that story an ending, I know that I have other storylines that I would like to roleplay first. I really want the superhero roleplay to commence... and we have OCSE to start as well... >X On top of those, I also need to put a final stamp on the Princes roleplay. It really does feel dead and gone but the people insist that they want it to keep running. I love Danny, I honestly do but I feel like I would rather revive it later rather than continue it. We shall see...

I have homework I need to be doing right now. I also need to post for Takumi and Ceros though... DAMMIT

While I was walking to the grocery store during my four hour break from online, I thought of some really cute interaction between Latti and William. Latti would be all like "You're place is such a mess William. We should hire a maid to help out" of course this would come while they are looking for papers or cleaning up after buying new places to store stuff or something. This could also happen when Latti comes over during the date of Rayne. William would then say something like "A maid? Latti, I'd love to see you in one of those dresses." Then he would blush and be like WTF am I saying, we're over. "Ah- I'm really sorry... old habits.... die hard." XD I can just picture Latti putting on the outfit just for William and Will would never get anything cleaned in his house. Everything really is quite clean in his house, it's just disorganized because of his pack rat tendencies. With Sam, the reason he has things waiting around is because he's so relaxed and puts things off. William always sacrifices his personal agenda for the good of the Valley, thus why he doesn't get to clean things as he would like and has just given up. Without someone else there it gets hard to keep things working in a fast pace and still having things neat so he compromises with mess to keep fast pace.

I CAN'T WAIT FOR TOMORROW! I'M SO EXCITED FOR MY MAJOR CLASSES! As for being online tomorrow, I have a large break from 12 - 7 so I should be online somewhere from like 2-6 or something like that. It depends if I choose to bring my yogurt with me or not. After class though I don't think I can be online. I would need to be online all Friday, saturday and sunday to make up for it XD I don't have any classes Friday. Saturday I may have a volleyball game from 9 to like 12 or something but nothing serious... XD BTW. I may have strained something or pulled my leg .. whatever. It hurts pretty badly but I can deal XD I'm used to pain.

One thing I remember from when I used to cut myself is that those damn cuts were HELLA itchy. That was prolly the worst part about being a cutter. If you scratched the scabs, you were more likely to scar and that lead to people noticing what you were doing. The itching was even worse than the blood stains or cravings as I remember. Slowly I'm trying to remember things that happened in high school. I feel as though I can remember all of it as long as I don't put too much pressure on myself and go slowly. For instance, I can remember a bit of the final weeks where we had those really fun events like dress up your calculator day or goth day. Those were pretty fun <3 I'm trying to put positive things in my mind <3