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I'm falling
Falling into space.
Into time.
Into something that makes no sense.

Everything is different
Black is now white
White is now black
What I knew no longer exists
Within this barren space.

All time has stopped.
The dates are wrong.
No years exist.
Just powerful emotions driven by hope.

Love and Hate
Hollow and meaningless
When pain is added they are powerful
Driven by the most primal of sensations.
It fills us up when we're lost.

There is no love without pain.
It is a catalyst that drives us on.
An enzyme
To its substrate.

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I suck at free writing sometimes.

Though it is true, you cannot have love without pain. It is as if pain is an enzyme, and love is its substrate.

I'm a rambler.

Too much and it'll kill.

If only I could have a nice pain inhibitor to get rid of this pain, so my love can once again be numb and hollow.

I think I may be developing a stronger feeling towards someone, when I wish for it not to happen. I find this person to be very interesting, but I don't want to get hurt again.

Always protecting myself.

I should just throw caution into the wind and throw myself in front of the semi.

But we all know what happens when something is placed in front of the semi.

Road pizza. With extra Tina.

*rolls around*

TOADS.