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What am I suppose to do now. Even if I had no idea what to do, I muddled through and somehow managed to help them, but now, I can't even muddle. What am I suppose to do? Just sit here. How can do that? She's my sister, I love her, but I've never been through this before, I don't have friends who've been through. How do I help? How do I know she'll even listen? I don't think she ever has before. I don't know how many times I've wanted to shout at the top of my lungs for her to leave him, and when I found out I almost did. If I was there when it happened, who knows what would have happen. She says she loves him, I wonder how. My mom always say's he's so charming, that it's hard not to love him, but I would have to disagree. It's hard for me not to hate him actually. I try to tell myself not to, that everyone has their good qualities, but I fall in love by someone's, not their words, no matter how pretty. And his actions keeps hurting the one's I do actually love. He can shove out all the charm in the world, it doesn't matter, especially after this. I don't if I'll ever be able to convince myself not to hate him this after this. I wish she would realize how bad he is for her family, what a horrible example he is for their sons. She wants to keep her family together, but even if he stays, her sons will never have a father, not really, not one they deserve. I wish she would learn that this love she was for him, if it's even real, isn't healthy. She this beautiful, amazing person, and she deserves so much more. She deserves someone who will want to take of her and her sons, not feel like he's being forced. She deserves someone who will look at her, no matter what age does to her, and will get butterflies. She deserves someone who will love her with all the power of the universe. She's independent, caring, loving. She deserves so much more...
 11_-ICHy-_11 · Fri Oct 15, 2010 @ 03:27am · 0 Comments |
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