mmm for a wile i could not understand y i went out with jazmyn... but today [since i had a lot of time on my hands -_- (had to get hair n make up done for pics for quince) SOO BORING!!!!] i was thinking about it and the reason i did is because she reminded me alil of how i felt last year about a senior named jeaneth... i started to see her around my school alot and i thought she was sooo ******** hot! but since i was a wenie last year i was to shy to even talk to her and even out side of school i saw her at walmart and then randomly at the mission inn an still didnt say hi. jazmyn caught my attention because she just randomly started to give me hugs and beging around me alot. i wanted to be kinda like that to jeaneth but was to shy so wen jazmyn asked me out i put my self in her position and put jeaneth in mine so i said yes. in the begining i liked her alot n she made me happy but later on i relized that we were compleat oppisites of each other. she liked justin bieber (i want to murder him) i like we butter the bread with butter (amazing german band i recomend them to anyone who likes bring me the horizon). So wen she kissed me and told me she loved me for the first time i said the same thing back and later on relized how much i lied to her. wen ever it was just me and her we barly talked about anything. so i decided to break up with her. (wat i didnt want to lie to her and torcher my self staying with her and likeing someone else) so wen i did and i expaind to her that i had no feeling for her she started crying alil. i held her and let her cry on my shoulder until she stoped. wen she did i gave her a kiss on the cheek and said bye. i felt bad because never once hav i had some one cry on my sholder for wat i have done but people cheerd me up later on in the day and i got over it pretty fast. but (yea i kno BUT) her friend tells me that she was gona break up with me the same day i broke up with her and because i did she then sent me a measage and said that she was in love with me. i didnt reply because i already told her how i feel and i dont have to expain to her again :/ then her other friend tells me that shes gona ask me out again so i told that friend that im not intersted and she told me she was gona tell her soo im hopeing she dosent come up to me on monday and tells asks me out cuz then ill feel horribel if i see her cry .-. i hate it wen ppl cry cuz it makes me sad :/ anyways this expailns y i dated her and wat happend... yea
 II Sheepie II · Sun Oct 24, 2010 @ 10:05am · 0 Comments |
