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NO Life: ... this passed month I have been going back and forth every weekend to New York because my Grandmother passed and my mom his her only child ... we have been cleaning out her apartment and closing out her stuff ... you know the stuff you have to do when a loved one dies. its been hard!!!

We thing she died on feb 2nd .. her neighbor was calling her all day and she didn't answer so she called the cops ... they broke the door down ... found her in the apt ... stole money, wedding rings, the shower head out of the bath room and other things ...

NO Job: ... cause I have to watch my brain damaged father who got kicked out of his day program for not making any improvement neurologically ... all I want is him out of my moms life cause its really messing with her even thou I know she isn't saying anything ... I could actually be working there are several jobs out there with my name on it ... I know cause I cant get to them ...

NO Time: ... weekends going for more than a month even thou my mom said we weren't going back this weekend but I don't believe her ... no time in the week do to baby sitting a grown man who acts like a 4 year old ... cant get to my family can get to my friends ... like it isn't already hard enough for us to get together ...

BUT!!! one the bright side ...if there really is one... my mother is in the process of getting him in the program at VA cause he was in Vietnam or golf one of those ... so I'm be able to work ... the rest of my life that sucks ... the fact that I don't have one will work itself out in time hopefully!!!

~Later~