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I miss him.
I don't know why i feel comfortable telling this to whoever just happens to read this but instead of the people I'm close to...
But i do.
I really miss him.
I miss the way he used to act.
I miss how sweet and innocent he actually was.
And every night i try, but i still end up thinking about him.
About what will actually happen when we are older
About if we will still hold those promises to find eachother
Its what I hate about my life
How every person that i actually love, i can only talk to on a ******** computer.
I hate how a can't actually hold them and tell them that i love them.
I hate how if i have exciting news to tell them they can't be the reason that i have the news.
I hate how i can't tell anyone about my love
I hate how when i actually did tell someone that they though I was a creep.
He's still there.
No matter how hard I try,
He's still there...
I hate lots of things.
I hate myself...
I hate how he broke me
But most of all...
I hate how much i loved him