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hey. It's been awhile lol. lots of things as usual.

I'm hanging in there.. it's hard. I've been sick for 2 weeks now lol and it won't go away but I think I'm getting better. It snowed on Decemeber 1st (: and it snowed yesterday... I couldn'tgo out sadly cause my parents wouldn't let me cause I AM SICK sad loloh well... I went outside anyways just not far.

Anyhow,.. I started writing a book. Finals are coming up.. idk, it's hard since I'm trying my best. I honestly do not lookforward to this next new year. This has to be like the best year of my life (: and I wish it wouldn't end but I want to be 18 sooner!!! lol and graduate besides.
I have no ideawhat or who Iwant to be.
Colleges won't stop sending me letters... and idk where to even go! My family wantsto move... but I don't. UGH it's all so confusing! I dont even know how everything is gonna be okay.

It's alot to think & no body really realizes it.

lol NEW TOPIC: I finished christmas shopping for everyone XD Tomorrow is my grandma's bday (: then my best friend's bday (: which is exciting.

Um...well I have no new books to read lol read them all. I shoveled snow (: and fell a couple of times lol but it was worth it. I watched a movie last night called "City of Angels" which was a good movie.. till the end which I didn't like very much, I cried lol I liked it overall but the meaning behind it makes me wonder...

well I guess I better be going, razz Have things to do... and yeah. Happy Early Holidays to everyone (: hope you have a good year! Good luck & please wish me luck too! lol