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Yay, I have two days off work. I'm so relieved and exhausted. XD
Work is fun. It kind of freaks me out because my work is a bank. Kiwibank.
Yes, A bank.
I dont understand it myself actually. I hate banks. Hate them with a passion but now I'm working for one. Dani, Logic? Never....
But yeah, I get paid well. 34k - 38k a year I think. Some absurd amount like that. I love my workmates though; They rock. They're all utterly insane. <333
And Josh works there. This is a huge-o bonus. ^^

Speaking of Josh, I woke up this morning and I felt really alone.
I sort of lay in bed, Half asleep and couldnt figure out why I was feeling this deep intense feeling of loss. Then I opened my eyes and looked around. It took me a moment to collect my bearings but I realised I was in my room. Alone.
It was a little bit of a kick in the gut. I miss him. It sounds stupid and insane but I miss him even though I saw him the other night. I miss his smell and his presence. And his touch. Waking up alone is not fun.
This is why I'm on the net flathunting. ^^;
I need to move out. I've been saying it for ages but now I have a well paying job I can support me and the kitten and find a place for the three of us. <33

It's also good to be on Gaia again. It's been about a week and a half or more since I was last here. I would have jumped on when I was last at Iplay but I hate going on there. Everyone is so nosey when it comes to Gaia. They see the bright colours and wander over to watch me play. It's odd. I dont mind it much but some of thier reactions are kind of annoying after a while.
You get the ones who look at the cartoony style and call it a kids site; And then you get the ones who just sit there and ask about everything. I dont mind them so much. I dont mind explaining which forums are which and showing them some of the games and introducing them to people and even letting them play around a bit sometimes but when they start asking me why I do what I do it starts to get to me after a while.
Just stupid things like: "So why did you post that"

Because I wanted to reply to the topic with my opinion.

"But why did you say that thing there?"

Ohhh, That's an in-joke in this forum. It dates back a year or two ago with this online party held at an NPC's house.

"Ahhh, Okay. But who's that?"

That's blahblah, They own a public bathroom in towns. XD

"Why are they covered in cats?"

Ummm, He just likes to have a coat made of cats? I dont know. I suppose I could ask him if you really want to know but I dont know him too well... )=//

"Nah, That's okay. Ohhh, Why did that girl say that?"

I... I dont know, Why dont you ask her....

And it goes on like this. I basicly end up just showing them the site and then running off to work. It's just annoying when it happens almost every single time. I mean, I'd love to have more people I know or people who live in Wellington to join Gaia but I kind of want to be able to enjoy the website I like without having to deal with people wanting to know all about it/being arseholes.
Meh.

Ohhh, Hale just called. heart
The other slightly annoying thing about work is that I spend so much time there and I dont get to contact Hale or anyone. So I'm probably going to give in and buy a cellphone next week. Apparently it's all cool for me to call/text people durring work as long as I'm not actually with a customer at the time. XD

I'm le tireds. I'm absolutely loving the new Sari's in the store and the Blackjack game.
Two of my favourite things in life; Indian culture/food and cards. <33 (Now all they've got to do as add a drinking event and mongolian hats and I my life will be near perfect. XD)
Blackjack reminds me of Jackie though. I miss Jackie. And Megan. ;-; And now Josh.
I'm lame.
Yay for me. ^^;

Hale shall be around soon; I suppose I'd probably should go have a shower or something. Or at least beat what-his-name Ace again.
I want Soul Cailibur 3. It makes me drewl.
And Radiohead. But everyone knows what they make me do. ;D <333