It doesn't make it any easier.
it makes it harder because I know there is nothing I can do, you are intent on "saving" me from you and the person you think you are. You don't want to hurt me any more and you don't want the way you are to destroy me.
i wish you gave yourself more credit. You are an amazing man, I wish you could see you the way i do.
This sucks so hard. I want nothing more than to be by your side to love and care for you.
But you wont let me.
And that kills me, i feel like i'm being stabbed repeatedly in the chest with a searing knife.
I want to die.
 aliceloatheswonderland · Tue Dec 07, 2010 @ 10:46am · 0 Comments |
