Yeah, the new year is coming...even though it doesn't feel like it. I don't know where my cheer went, seriously, I don't know where it went. I can't seem to find it. I feel very crumby and very down. Working and everything, it sucks.
But sometimes there is no work, and then I feel like, "man! there is no work! ugh!"
So now I am here, typing and hoping I get my holiday cheer back, because I don't know where it is. emo
Sorry for sounding so dumb and emotional, but I feel I needed to get it out.
Even during Christmas, I didn't feel it with my family, when we were opening present I got it for like a split second, because my mom got me dishes that I've been wanting since forever.
I don't know if even allowed to ask this question, but, where did my holiday cheer go?
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Dear Journal,
I am going to spew some secrets into you, and you are going to be so stuffed that you will most likely puke.
Sorry.
xoxo
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