Well. I didn't think I ever fall in love with anyone until I was out of school. But I did. crying I hate it. Some of my friends know who he is, because they go to the same school as me.... But his name is Mike Mackey, a Junior in MO. God, hes driving me insane! Ever since he came to our school I've been thinking about him nonstop. I wish I would just walk up to him and say "Hi". But thats the problem. I freeze up when I try to talk to a guy I like or I run away. Which, yes I know. Running away makes it worst. But thats me. TO SHY TO TALK TO A F****** GUY!!! *smacks self* Now that hes been going there for sometime, I've been getting these "feelings". Its like my heart slows down and it startes to hurt. Then I feel really sad and sickenning of myself. I think it might be love sick. I'm not sure right now, but if anyone has any ideas about what it is. It would be really great if you can tell me waht it is.
Flara Yukusare · Fri Mar 17, 2006 @ 10:41pm · 2 Comments |