right now my life couldnt get any more horrible. My parents are the most disguisting, embarrassing people I have ever met. These are the slowest holdiays ever and I cannot wait until I get back to school. I never really liked school before as much as I do now. Oh school please come back!!!! I tell all my friends I'm 'living up the holidays!!!' but I'm hating it. I feel like I want to kill every one that is not my friend and never will be and just living on my own forever. So stupid, me having 5 more years until I am free from parents. I can't wait.huuu................. I'm not even allowed to have sleepovers or anything! I barely go to friends houses and I feel so left out!!! I have nowhere else to go but the internet to type my problems out. I really want a good 'typeing pal' to type to me about their life and their problems too. To see if they're remotely the same. Hey, we could roleplay and type stories to each other! How much fun I could have, a nice, new bud. Some one I will never argue with or put down. Some one to know about my true self, my real feelings and opinions. You never know where you are going to find one, but I feel someone out there reading this will be the one.
this is the longest journal entry I have written in a long time. It actually made me feel better, but now worse because I can hear my stupid parents.
cutie pie sunshine Community Member 
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