But it sure as hell ain't boring.
I can complain all I want,
And say how everything seems to go wrong.
I can sit and do my best to better it,
While I still search for what I did to "deserve this".
My life is not easy.
My life has never been easy.
And trying to live on your own is probably just as difficult
as every other trial I'll ever face.
I am back where I started.
I don't have a clean slate.
I have just as many difficulties as I did the first time.
I have a hard road spanning out in front of me.
Even with all this complaining I do,
I know that nothing will get done if I do nothing.
I keep trying, and keep complaining,
Hoping that something will fix itself along the way.
My life is not easy.
But I have friends to smack me when I'm stupid,
And a father who tries his hardest to help me
And a boyfriend who cares about me.
I may not have money,
And I may not own many things,
But that's just in one situation;
That's all just "for right now."
Even if I don't act like it,
I know my life will get better.
I know because I am amazing
And I have wonderful people to help support me.
"Nobody said life would be easy.
They only promised it would be worth it."
(The irony here? I hate free-verse.)
