Okay so this is strange to even admit to myself, but what if it's true? What if I like girls, okay so I've never been in sexual conttact that counts with people but I've dated a few guys and I've always been repulsed at the thought of them touching me. Then theres this girl in my class that always hugs me, and cuddles with me and is just so loving, I swear I'm getting a serious crush on her and it's all very strange and new to me. I've never had a crush on anyone before, anyone.
Okay so I tried talking to my friend about it, but she really didn't understand how I could be very confused by this, that I should know but the thing is I realize that when I get horny I get horny over situations and other people never in my life have I put my own person into my fantanies, I've just never done it. And now I'm thinking about kissing this girl in my class, taking her out, laying down on top of her on the bed, she older than me and taller and very pretty- adorable- but I know that I will never advance on my feelings for her. She has a boyfriend and she's probably very straight dispite all the touching of my person she does. She looks at my as the weird little sophmore that follows her around. I have no idea if im gay or bi but I've got a crush and I've got it hurt.
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