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I've nagged to myself, "Start making a journal." and you know what...I will.....!

Hello, If you are reading this, great. Now you will learn about my life from when I was born, till now.

My name is Fiala (Insert last name here). I am 13 years Young, and currently hate life. I have had thoughts of suicide, but have never tried, or wrote suicide notes...EVER. Now, although I was not yet born, Doctors knew I had......a problem. I had my first surgery at three days. I have had roughly 3-4 surgeries throughout my life. Those surgeries were for a heart condition. My dad had told me what it was called so may times, yet I still forget what it's called. My parents had trouble sleeping, hoping my breathing tube wouldn't slip out and I die. A year later, I found out I was going to have a little brother or sister. It turned out to be a girl, her name being Sanna. We had fun over the years, I loved her, and tried to look out for her, but I was only a year older than her at the time. At the age of 4 or 5, me and my sister started getting into fights. Yea, the love didn't really last long. But I still try to get along with her. We went through our lives normally. I think the reason why we get into fights still is because I'm the sick child of the family. My parents made sure I was okay, and that I was healthy and what not. They did the same with my sister, just...not as much affection. Today, my mom is the one who mostly cares for my sister, while my dad cares for me. Since I was young, I promised myself that I would be the best vet in the world and make a mark in the veterinary or animal book or what not. But, that's slowly changing. I'm currently 13 going on 14, and on my way to high school. Sure, I still want a job involving animals, but recently I have interests in robots and filming/photography. I'm still not sure what I want to do, but I know for sure, I will make my mark...In this world.

-Unaquired