I'm Sorry Koi. I could have helped you, but I didn't, and now you're suffering because of my mistake. I see your distress, and all I want to do is hold you and tell you that its going to be alright. but I can't. I'm sorry I'm not a dependable Koi like you deserve, I'm sorry I can't make it all better. I wish I could make everything go away, I wish you could trust me. I care and worry about you so much it hurts, but in the end, it is all for not. I can't help you in the end, and it only shows me how worthless I am, just like they said. It hurts, not being able to be there for you, being able to make you smile, being able to save you. I mean every single word I've said and It's the truth when I say: I'm sorry...
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